The whole titanic struggle, which some are so apt to dismiss as “the Russian glory,” was first of all a Ukrainian war.
– Edgar Snow, American war correspondent, Saturday Evening Post, 1945
The consequences of multiple traumas [in Ukraine], related to the Second World War, German occupation, and Soviet repression, resulted in a total of 13.8 million losses, including a net out-migration of 2.3 million, a deficit in births of 4.1 million, and a loss of 7.4 million due to exceptional mortality… In terms of mortality, no other European country experienced such crises in so short a time in the twentieth century.
–Population Studies: A Journal of Demography, 2002
Ще не вмерла Україна, ні слава, ні воля (Ukraine has not perished, neither her glory, nor her freedom)
– Ukrainian national anthem
I have interviewed about twenty former members of the Ukrainian resistance movement, some of whom were prisoners in Soviet GULAG camps. Each of those men and women joined the resistance at a young age, usually their late teens or early twenties. They shared with me stories of sacrifice and of suffering–torture at the hands of the Soviet NKVD, family members murdered or exiled, lives of poverty after their imprisonment. As varied as their stories were, almost all the interviews ended in a similar way. The subject would ask my interpreter and friend, Petro, about me, “Is his family Ukrainian?” Petro would explain that my heritage is Italian, Irish, and Slovak, not Ukrainian. Then, the subject would look at me puzzled. ”Then why do you care about all of this?”
I never got used to that question. It made me angry, to be honest. Not angry at those who asked, of course, but angry at the injustice of a world that made these people feel that their suffering was of no interest to anyone who didn’t share their nationality.
At the same time, it’s a question that evades a simple answer. The question I ask myself–and that family and friends have asked me–is not why do I care about Ukrainian history, but why has this history captivated me more than any other subject? One of my writing teachers once told me that asking why a writer chooses a subject is like asking why one person falls in love with another. It’s ineffable. I’m inclined to agree. But there are aspects of Ukrainian history and the Ukrainian nation that call to me and that keep me laboring with this subject when I am at my most frustrated.
As the quotes at the top of this post demonstrate, Ukrainians have been at the center of the most destructive conflicts of the Twentieth Century, often unwillingly and as victims. Despite this, Ukrainians have persisted. They retained their language and culture in the face decades of Soviet Russification and repression. The national anthem, sometimes translated as “Ukraine Still Lives” or “Ukraine is Not Dead,” speaks to what I’ve found to be a most defiant and resilient national spirit. The more I’ve learned about Ukraine, particularly the plight of Ukrainians during WWII, the more I’ve wondered how I never encountered any of this history in school or in the media. The deeper I dig, the more I’m compelled to continue learning. Ukraine and its history have been my passion for five years now, and I feel I’ve only started.
My interest in Ukrainian history and my friendships with members of the Ukrainian-American diaspora have made me interested in contemporary Ukrainian politics. There has been a lot of news out of Ukraine in the four weeks since I started this blog, because of the recently concluded presidential election. The blog reflected that. But now that the election is over (assuming Yulia Tymoshenko concedes one of these days) I plan to turn my focus to the history about which I am writing. I will feature profiles and photographs of the men and women I have interviewed in Ukraine and Kazakhstan, and I will post excerpts of my manuscript in progress.
My hope is that readers will come to understand why this subject is important. I hope the work itself answers the question, “Why do you care about all of this?”

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February 10, 2010 at 8:37 AM
Mike Subelsky
Well, it’s certainly a worthy cause to be interested in so what other explanation is needed? It’s your calling!
I read with interest the NYT “news analysis” yesterday about the recent election. I was inspired to read how Orange-like the election was even if it did not produce an Orange-favorable result. Anyway I don’t think I would have paid as much attention had I not been reading this blog so thanks for enlightening me!
February 10, 2010 at 9:24 AM
brianspadora
Thanks! Glad you found the election coverage interesting. I think the NYT was right about reasons to be encouraged. Yankukovych’s presidency is still a bitter pill, but the hope is the five years since the last election have changed him and made him less of a Kremlin stooge. We’ll see.
I hear you on not needing an explanation. I probably wouldn’t have thought about it if so many of the people I interviewed hadn’t asked me.
I added the link to the About page. Thanks for the suggestion.
February 10, 2010 at 8:37 AM
Mike Subelsky
PS you should link to this post from your about page, or event put a link in the header of the blog itself
February 10, 2010 at 9:37 AM
Gabriel Weinberg
From reading this post and talking to you, my impression is that you are drawn to it because of the injustice of history. It hasn’t gotten enough attention and you saw (and still can see a path) to giving it more of the attention it deserves.
I think that’s where a lot of passion comes from. Yes, the idea is compelling (grave injustice), but there is a personal component given your skills, expertise and intellectual inclinations. That is, you like history and writing and so it is natural to write about history.
I think it’s natural for people to question you in the same way people question all non-standard paths. I get this kind of thing all the time–why start a search engine? Or why do this or that idea out of all the ideas?
It’s the same story. Skills/interest drive me to Internet startups in the same way they drive you to writing about historical subjects. Within that realm, I saw a path (compelling story) to making a better search engine, so I just went for it.
Another aspect is I don’t like doing something that other people are just going to do very soon. This is one of many core reasons why physics grad school didn’t interest me.
Sixty years have passed since these Ukrainian injustices, and they still haven’t found their place in history. So I think it’s safe to say that no one is going to do it the same way you will in the near future. That makes it extra compelling in my opinion.
February 12, 2010 at 9:54 PM
brianspadora
Thanks for the comments, Gabe. I think you’re right that much of what draws me to the subject is the sense of historical injustice. I felt that from the first day I visited in Ukraine five years ago. Kyiv was just saturated with history, tragedy, defiance. I couldn’t believe how I’d never learned anything about it.
There are many parallels between our approaches to our work, I think. Your comment made me think of an idea I first encountered when I was an undergrad studying Milton’s “Paradise Lost.” There were dueling conceptions of the universe’s creation in Milton’s day. The first, called “ex nihilo,” or “from nothing,” held that God made the universe from nothing. The second, which Milton accepted, was called “ex Deo,” or “from God.” It held that God created the universe out of his own being. In other words, creation is not just the end of God’s efforts, but an actual extension of God.
I like this view in a way that has nothing to do with its theological or cosmological senses. I think that the work to which one feels oneself called is like creating out of oneself. When you’re engaged in work as you and I are blessed to be, it’s as if we are drawing on what is meaningful to us and in us and making something new. It’s an amazing kind of fulfillment.
February 14, 2010 at 6:33 PM
Aunt Janet
We all have our passions that we fight for, write about, put our whole selves into learning about and cannot get enough of the subject. It is inspiring to see just how strong and proud the Ukranians are, how their history hasn’t buried them but given them life, life with a fight but life. You are opening our eyes, making us see and helping us to understand a culture that sadly very few young people know anything about. Keep up the good work and always follow your dreams as they say, you have become a spokes person for people who need their story to be told. I look forward to the personal stories!!! Thanks.
March 10, 2010 at 2:21 PM
Kimberly Hosey
I never read your “why me” post before. I’m glad I did. As someone else who has no “connection” to Ukrainians other than shared humanity, and who hasn’t encountered most of this before, I can nevertheless see the draw. Their story is compelling; their resilience and strength, inspiring. It comes through in your writing, and I don’t think there needs to be any more of an official connection than that — you’re the best person to be telling these stories now.
March 15, 2010 at 9:55 PM
brianspadora
Kim, think you so much for this. I appreciate the encouragement, since I know it’s an uphill battle to make others see in this subject the things that I see. At the end of the day, I just feel blessed to be working on a story that I believe in. It’s a true honor to get to write about and interview the people I have met doing this work.
Thank you again for the inspiring words.